For the week ended 5th October’08
It’s been a typical week. Nothing extraordinary had occurred.
It’s everyone’s holiday due to the Hari Raya celebration.
My mom had a whole week school holiday. However, she’s busy with paper marking and exam preparation. She always complains that there’s no holiday for teachers. They will need to mark tons of papers or deal with pointless programs or activities required by the Ministry.
My dad on the other hand, went traveling for his Raya holiday. He went Damai Laut with my aunt and cousin, and then he went back to Batu Pahat. Bet he enjoys himself.
My bro and sis-in-law went back to Sungai Lembing too. It’s her hometown. It’s a beautiful place with earth and water and especially, no high density of pollution.
Gigi vomited few times. I wonder what had caused that. We didn’t make it a matter as people say it’s normal for dogs like her.
As for me, I’m home watching movies and dramas for the whole week. My mom says I’m being unproductive. Haha… And I’m happy to be one once in a while. Life will be sickening with all the hassle and bustle. I prefer to take a rest and ignore every stressful thing. Just like the Chinese saying: “resting is for a longer road to walk”.
As usual, I had a few nightmares and bizarre dreams. Can’t stop all these nonsense.
Went for ‘Money No Enough 2″ with KMeng on the 1st. It’s hilarious but yet touching. I wept several times and we enjoyed the movie very much.
Saw almost every movie by Jack Neo. Watched his shows since young as I lived with my grandmother at Batu Pahat where we can receive Singapore’s TV station frequency.
All his movies are worth watching. He makes sure all of them are of a good and has an objective. He tends to give his movies a responsibility of conveying and inculcating values to its viewers.
I’ve been worrying about the practical training program despite of being unproductive. Whether to apply by myself or through TARC, which firm to apply to and how to produce an appealing resume and cover letter.
I’m desperate by the resume and cover letter writing. Went surveying jobstreet.com, saw a few samples and I’m going to write myself a resume and cover letter today. Again, I’m doing things last minute. Haha… The application will be due on the 13th of October.
Home alone on Saturday, as my parents went Bukit Tinggi again. Fortunately, KMeng was here to accompany me again. Can’t imagine how my days would be without him.
KMeng has sacrificed a lot for me. I can tell, nobody will love me as much as he does (except my family) and I’d like to say this to him.
“Dear,
Thank you for everything and I’m lucky to have you by my side. Thanks for your patience and kindness and your utmost love divine. I’ll love you always.”
I know YOU will read this… …
Diary | Comment (0)For the weekend ended 28th Sept’08
My house’s streamyx line had been working low this weekend. I doubt it’s because of the area or my pc’s virus contaminated level which made the line unstable. I can’t even online steadily for more than 15 minutes. Sunday was the worst! I didn’t have the chance to get hold of the line at all. This really irritates me. Luckily, KMeng was here with me this weekend to reduce my boredom.
He hadn’t consumed proper meal since Thursday night and this causes his weight to drop. I can even feel his bones now!!
My dear parents went to Bukit Tinggi for overnight again. They went there almost every weekend with their friends, another couple. With their absence, I’m free from the house chores and spent my whole day as I desire. It’s fantastic!
My “lou po zai”, Candy rang me on Saturday and we had our girls talk. Talked about our relationships, current activities and certainly gossips. There’s so much for us to talk about as we didn’t have the chance to hang out since our convocation ceremony. Found that she’s not pleased with her current job that it doesn’t offer job satisfaction to her. She regrets that she made the decision not to continue her study. She kind of blames me for not forcing her to proceed to advanced diploma. Aiks…
I wish her luck and all the best in her future undertakings. Hope she’ll be happy and blissful.
People tend to fall sick nowadays. She’s suffering from fever too, just like KMeng. I hope I’m not next on the list…
My pc is going to be formatted by KMeng. I guess I wouldn’t be able to work with it for a whole day. Hope that his shop wouldn’t be busy and he’ll manage to complete this task in a day. Or else, I’ll be bored to death.
Diary | Comments (2)26th Sept’08
I’ve been wanting to start a diary long time ago. But my laziness always keeps me away from it.
Wanted to do this yesterday, but I’m busying with my Financial Reporting assignment for the whole afternoon and playing childish computer game with KMeng after dinner till almost dawn this morning.
So now, I’m bringing myself back to yesterday…to complete the task… … …
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Didn’t sleep well this morning. I wasn’t at peace. I’m worrying of my assignment which will be due on the coming Monday. (29.09.08)
Suddenly, my SE K750i rang. It was KMeng!! And he’s at my door! It was such a surprise with his sudden visit. It’s so sweet of him that he came all the way to see me despite that he hasn’t fully recover from his fever and stomach ache.
After having lunch with mom and bro at Desa (spotted Malay there, he was “da bao’ing”(takeout)), I went to Vern’s place to work on the FR assignment. Joining along was Shwen and HBin.
After few hours of head scratching and phone networking, we finally finished it off. This is the consequences of “hugging the Buddha’s leg at last minute”.
I had “bak-kut-teh” for dinner with my family at Jalan Pasar. The “ao beh hang”(back alley) opposite the “bak-kut-teh” shop seems to be a rat’s paradise. There’s countless of rats running around, reminiscent to children playing happily in the playground.
Wait a minute; they might be the “ratatouilles”… 
A long lost friend
It’s after midnight now… Still in an active mode as I woke up around 4pm the day before. It’s so cooling and nice to sleep during a rainy day.
KMeng woke up just now due to a high fever. Felt so sorry for him. I really wish I could be by his side right now. Miss him so much.
Viewed a few friendster webpages just now. Came across Khen Khim’s and found that he is troubled recently. Showed my care, but think that he is overwhelmed with his trouble. That’s why he reacts negatively. Hope that he will be fine.
Through Khen Khim’s site, I saw a long lost friend’s “hyperimage-link”.
Akimoto was once my good friend. He knew I love dogs, but didn’t have the chance to keep one. He was those people who doesn’t waste money and even save from meals. But he bought 2 dog-soft toys for me
I knew him since form 1, we are in the same society. He was a great leader, a great friend. He taught many of us additional mathematics and physics. We hanged out occasionally.
There is an incident where I have to bring back a stack of books, but I have to attend to Kasturi’s tuition. He offered to ask his dad in helping me to send my books back even though it means driving a distance out of the way from the way back to his home.
There is another occasion where I didn’t know how to do my additional mathematics assignment and he came all the way to guide me.
He and his family helped me a lot. I wish I had the chance to really thank him and tell him that I appreciate what he had done for me. But now, all I can do is only remembering him and missing him. I can’t talk to him nor have fun with him anymore. I can’t even tell him that I’m allowed to keep a dog now, and she’s very cute. I never thought I’ll lose such a great friend so soon. Life is fragile and I’ll try to live my life to the fullest!
Rest in peace, my friend. I’ll always remember you. May our blessings be with you…
Uncategorized | Comments (8)Nightmares
I had lots of dreams lately… and some nightmares.
I dreamt of me on the verge of failing exams, particularly “Sejarah” (but I will not be taking such paper anymore. I doubt why is it such)
Today, I dreamt of my dearest died in a sudden without reasonable cause. I dreamt of her struggling in the coffin and the edge of her eyes is melting. It’s horrible and it scares me, but i have no idea of why is it such…again. As such, its one in a million experience that I woke up crying with tears flowing out. Then today, while I’m sweeping the floor, I’m wondering whether to tell her bout my dream because I heard that if you remember a dream and you tell it out, it won’t happen. But I’m scared that I’ll scare her. With this blog, I have a channel to tell it out, so i think it will be fine.
I guess I’ve watched too much of dramas and horror movie this semester break.
Uncategorized | Comments (3)Appearance
This is my 1st time in the wide blogging world. I’m quite anxious while typing d 1st sentence.
Went through 2 blogs today. Found that blog can be quite useful to us. It helps to store memory, way to communicate, express anger, opinion and even give a piece of our mind to someone without fear. Blogging can also enhance our writing skill. With KMeng fallen sick in a sudden, I have nothing to do this evening. Hence, I’ve decided to try my patient on this blog.
The 1st thing I’ve done with this blog was to choose a design for my newborn baby. When my pc screen shows up with all the various designs, the “Bluebird” design prevails out of the many availables. I found anonymous ease with it. I guess its trying to tell me I’m in a step into this world.
Here I go….
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